(c) Gary Dumbauld,
1988
Michael came, walking
slowly, purposefully, to the stone circle deep in the woods. Stripped
of clothes he came, naked to the wind the moon and the stars, a cord of
red twice his height tied round his waist, a black-hilted knife at his
left hip. He tried to still his mind, remember his lessons, push
his thoughts to the back of his mind, and just feel; the feel of the Earth
on which he trod, the feel of the wind on his body, the feather-weight
touch of the moonlight on his skin. He tried to put himself in harmony
with the grand design of the Universe, the purpose of the evening, he willed
himself sternly to master his emotions, listen and look with sacred intent.
He came, bearing the
pentacle before him, balanced firmly on his hands. Silver,
it was, silver like the moon, carved and etched, polished, burnished and
blackened with signs and symbols. How he had sweated over it, this
past year, with hammer and chisel, graver and burin, acids and wax, the
tools of the silversmith. A year and a day it had been, since he
was judged worthy to become a Priest, and given this task. His to
carry, this silver shield, but not his to own, till the rite was
over and he, like his father and mother before him, his aunts and uncles
and grandparents for generations, inherited by solemn and sacred ceremony
the High Priesthood of the Wise.
The High Priestess'
athame pressed to his chest, her low, clear voice as she asked him the
ritual questions, roused him as from a dream, of forest dark, and woods
enchanted. He answered her with a voice not quite fearful,
but not as steady as he would have wished.
"I come to this Circle
seeking knowledge. I am Michael; my face you well know; I have been
sworn and initiated into the Third Degree, but I would now seek the Priesthood
of the Wise. I come, bringing as my key this sacred Pentacle, over
which I have labored for a year and a day; I wish to be instructed in it's
true meaning; to this end I present myself, the work of my hands,
and two passwords: Perfect Love and Perfect Trust."
"All who bring such
words are doubly welcome" the High Priestess replied, "and I give to you
a third password, a kiss". And so saying, kissed him on the lips
and whirled him sun-wise into the sacred space. He gazed about himself,
his eyes sliding
easily over the usual
implements on the altar, the candles and wands, censer, bowls of incense
and salt; he looked at the High Priestess expectantly.
The High Priestess
spoke again, her voice reverberating through the circle, echoing back from
the sacred boundary stones; "A seeker comes; this his purpose. The
purpose of the Wise--to teach! As it has ever been, let it now so
be done! Who shall begin?"
The Priest in the North
stood forward. "I shall begin. Young High Priest to be, step
to the North."
Michael walked to the
North, handed the Priest his Pentacle, and stood silently while the Priest
examined it, hoping that his work would be judged as correct, hoping he
had made an accurate rendering of all the signs and symbols that he had
been shown, a year and a day previous.
The Priest carefully
examined the pentacle, turning it about to catch the light of the central
fire, then handed it back to the boy.
"It is well done, all
is correct. Look upon the symbol at the top of the pentacle--the
upright triangle. This sign is the symbol of fire, the flame straining
upwards, and stands for the three-fold salute, by which I now salute
you, recognizing the fire within you, the fire of will, the will to accomplish,
the will to dare. A year ago you knew nothing of the craft of the
silversmith, and yet you have taught yourself to make this pentacle.
I say again, well done!", and so saying, the Priest touched Michael with
his athame on the right shoulder, the top of his head, the left shoulder,
and again on the right shoulder.
Putting his arm around
Michael's shoulder, the Priest brought Michael around sunwards a few steps,
then faced him again.
"The next symbol on
the pentacle is a pentagram. This pentagram stands for the five-fold
salute. In the form of a pentagram with one point up, the five-fold
salute symbolizes that which is the best man has to offer, ascending to
the Gods, being enriched, expanded and augmented, and returning to enrich
the life of mankind. Thus, the five fold salute symbolizes the microcosm
of man containing the macrocosm of the Universe." So saying,
the Priest touched Michael with the wand, on the right hip, head, left
hip, right breast, left breast, and right hip.
A priestess stepped
forward, saying, "Now, with your permission, I will carry on this candidate's
instruction." The Priest bowed to her, and returned to his place
in the North. The Priestess took Michael by the hand and walked with
him farther around the circle, still moving sunwards. She stopped,
released his hand, and faced him, taking up a bowl of blue paint.
Stepping closer, she reached out her blue-daubed hand, and made the sign
of the labrys on his chest.
"The next symbol on
the pentacle is that of the Goddess in her aspect as the two moons, monthly
waxing and waning. The waxing moon symbolizes that which is outgoing
and constructive in mankind, the waning moon that which is hidden and withdrawn.
The waning
moon also reminds us that for every accomplishment there will be failures, that
for every gain in our lives there will be setbacks;
we are not to weep and wail against the Gods, or fate, or
karma, but we should accept that there is a balance, and the balance will be maintained,
whether we will it or not. Constructive
and destructive, life and death--this is the way the world
is made; that which dies paves the way for the next round of life."
The Priestess linked
arms with him then, and they moved farther sunwards
about the circle. She turned to him, and kissed him firmly on the mouth, saying
"The next symbol on the pentacle is the
kiss. I kiss you, Michael, because we are human; the Gods have created us male and
female. I also kiss you in token of the perfect
love and perfect trust I have for you, and for the perfect
love and perfect trust you declared for us when you entered
this holy space. That is why you were greeted by the High Priestess with a
kiss."
Michael stood,
blushing. He could still taste the sweetness of her
mouth, and his body wanted to respond to her as man to woman--it
was well he was carrying the pentacle in front of him; then
he got himself under control, realizing the importance of this lesson; the ritual
kiss would always be more than a handshake
between equals, but never quite a sexual overture; an acknowledgement,
not a demand. He sighed, composed himself, and looked
at the next sign on the pentacle.
A stern-looking Priest
came towards Michael, his face set in grim lines,
carrying something Michael could not quite make out. The man faced Michael, then
walked behind him, carrying what could now
be clearly seen as a cat o'nine tails. Michael flinched in anticipation of being
struck; surely the Priest was not going to whip
him? Ouch! Yes he was!
"Michael," the Priest
said, between strokes, "the next sign on
the pentacle is the scourge. The scourge of memory. Stand tall, now, and be still,
it will hurt worse if you try to avoid it."
Now he had stopped
striking Michael with the scourge. The welts on
his back stung and burned, but Michael tried to ignore the pain and concentrate on
the Priest's voice as he continued.
"Michael, you told
us at your First Degree initiation that you
were willing to suffer to learn. This scourge will not be applied to your back again
in a physical sense, but I want you to learn
to look back upon your life; and take power from the foolish
stupid things you have done. The mistakes, the petty jealousies, the little
hurts you've inflicted on your friends, your
parents, the people around you. Remember, Michael, and as you remember, allow yourself
to feel sad, to feel the pain and embarrassment
you've caused. Feel it, take the power from it, then
let it go! Go onward, take strength from your past, don't dwell on it, but don't
pretend the past never happened."
The Priest again stepped
behind Michael, this time carrying a pot of
something in his hand. Michael flinched again as something touched his back, but
this was cool and soothing, drawing out the pain. The Priest waited a few moments, till he saw that the cooling balm had done
its work, then took Michael gently by the hand
and drew him along, ever sunwards, to explain the next symbol.
"The next symbol on
the pentacle is the sign of the God, the horned
circle. The horned circle represents, among other things, the Cretan bull, annually
sacrificed by our ancestors. The bull symbolizes
the wild magic of the God, the intuitional magic, the magic
that springs from the instinct. The Cretan priests sacrificed the bull, thus
indicating the triumph of reason and intellect
over instinct and intuition. We, however are not Cretans,
and we do not immolate the bull of intuition on the altar
of reason. Logic and reason are fine in their place, but never neglect the way
you feel; never forget that the universe is a
mixture, a combination, a melding of the tangible and the unreal, instinct and logic.
Now I must retire, your instruction will
be completed by the High Priestess."
The High priestess
approached Michael, walking slowly, deliberately,
each foot placed with purpose, her upright carriage reminding
him of her status, first among equals, High Priestess of
the Coven, the Circle of the Wise.
She stepped closer.
"Michael," she said, "the last symbol on the rim
of the pentacle is the inverted triangle, the alchemical symbol of water; representing
the number three, the number of life.
It is a gate, a gateway of life, a gateway of time, for time
is past, present, and future; life is body, mind, spirit. I am about to bestow upon
you, the three-fold kiss, to bring your body,
your past, your mind, the present, your spirit, and the future
to bear on this moment."
So saying, she bent
and kissed him, first on the right shoulder, then
the left; kneeling she kissed him just above the phallus, and then on his right
shoulder again.
"Michael, you have
now passed around the rim of the pentacle,
let us now move to the center, and I will instruct you in
the meaning of the central pentagram. The pentagram in the center of the
pentacle
is the sign of mankind. If I stand thus, with
feet apart, hands stretched to the winds, head erect, the pentagram will enclose
my body. We therefore can observe that the
pentagram in the center of the pentacle represents mankind in the center of the universe,
surrounded by Goddess and God; blessings
and reminders; past, present and future; good memories and
bad; light and life, love and law. The central pentagram therefore can serve as
a reminder to us, that the Universe was NOT
made for man, man was made for the Universe."
She knelt at his feet,
smiling, and kissed him, first on the left
foot, then the right, saying, "I bless your feet, Michael, that have brought you
in these ways, reminding you to be ever ready
to go on foot, to help, protect, and defend the brothers and sisters of the Wise."
She kissed his knees,
saying, "I bless your knees, reminding you
to ever go on bent knee in humility when supplicating the Deities, that one who
knows his own worth will gladly kneel in order
to learn."
She kissed his phallus,
and said, "I bless and consecrate the
organ of generation, that in time you may know that love is the great teacher of equality;
love is the prime example of man and
woman as equals; two beings, alike in all ways, equal in all ways, but totally different;
one incomplete without the other; forever
opposite, but forever complimentary. Indiscriminate sex will gain you nothing,
Michael, for though sex is magic, love is the
magician."
She kissed his right
and left breast, saying "I bless your breast,
and remind you to keep within the safe repository of the breast, the secrets of
the Wise, as if under lock and key."
Then she kissed him
on the mouth, and said, "I bless your mouth,
Michael; henceforth, as a High Priest, you will be a teacher,
and the words of your mouth, based in knowledge, leavened
with intuition and instinct, uttered with magical will, shall
live in the memory of the Wise. Go forward, make your progress, High Priest
and Magus! |