
As a feminist-religionist, I hold
that the Goddess is the overseeing intelligence that has created the universe. I am Woman therefore I hold that the God is Woman also. I know only Woman.
I can't know men in the same manner. I can't relate in any way to men as
I do to Woman. I can't love him in the same way. I do not know the physical
world in the same way that man does. Although I do not discount the impact
of the God on my reality, a Woman is my Ultimate Reality. She is Whom I
emulate. My creativity should be no less than Hers.

Calliope
Image courtesy of The Goddess Art of
Jonathon
Earl Bowser
The aim of each being is to reach
the realm of the Goddess; the sphere of Ultimate Creativity and Reality.
The scope of the Goddess is complete unity with the body and mind of yourself.
It is complete unity with the body and mind of the society in which you
live also. The sphere of the Goddess includes not only your responsibilities
to yourself and to society but to nature. To be within the element of the
Goddess means that you must be alive and aware. You must be aware of what
is going on in and around your physical and mental body. Being alive and
aware is being cognizant and sensitive and, as sharing, is communication
and is necessary in building character and having fun. Conversely, sharing
and having fun is being cognizant and sensitive and alive and aware. To
be within the sphere of the Goddess you must use what is available from
the reality in and around you 100%. You must communicate it 100% to the
reality in and around you. "As above, so below."
Heaven and hell are ideas held in
your mind. Your mind created both the Goddess and you. You and your mind
have chosen what your character traits should be and how you will act in
public and private matters. You have chosen what to believe is heaven and
what to believe is hell. You have taken the resultant decision and imposed
these ideas upon yourself.
My Goddess is neither all good nor
all bad. I'm not and I created Her and She, as my environmental reality,
has created me. My viewpoint of Her includes the view that She is not All
Powerful. I cannot, therefore, hold that She must be all bad like the god
Satan of the Christian tradition, nor all good, like the Goddess Mary of
the Catholic religion.
I do not hold that the world was
good at the beginning of creation and it has become worse because of the
free will of humanity. The reality is that our cities are larger than ever
in the herstory of Woman. We, as people, are cooperating to a degree never
recorded. We are expressing our free will in a manner that is beneficial
to the whole of society. The world is getting smaller. Consider the access
the people of this planet have to each other through the television, telephone
and the World Wide Web.
I do hold that the act of creation
is the best that it can be at the time of creation. I also hold that creation
is still going on. The Goddess is still in the act of creating now. Woman
is no better or worse in evolution than a weed or a rose. We do, as Women,
have what we consider a unique thinking process. We, as Women, use it because
we have it to use. With this thinking process we make choices because it
is our nature to do so. There wouldn't be a need for a thinking process
otherwise.
We, as Witches in America, live
in a society that is Christian and Jewish oriented; a society of you or
me. The time has arrived for a you and me world. The time has arrived that
everyone can stop putting down everyone else. The time has arrived that
we can exist in harmony. Stagnation is the only sin of humanity.
As Americans, we have presupposed
freedom. As an example, we say: "Land of the free, home of the brave." We write child rearing books that tell us of the first five years of a
child's growth. These books not only tell us what teeth to expect when,
but also when the child will exert its independence from the norms of society.
With this presupposed freedom, we are to begin to fall out of the pattern
of mental growth when we reach five or so and strike out on our own. That
is, until books began to appear about adolescents, and then adult mental
behavior, as sociology became popular.
My mind became uncomfortable when
I got to these adult "baby books". It felt okay not to be different in
physical growth into old age, but to be within a "normal" thinking pattern
at my age reduced the size of my ego. Then I looked into astrology and herstory, and my ego got even smaller.
The freedom that we do have is how
to categorize within our minds; choices. We have made up who we are and
then lived the result of that decision. We chose how we will carry our
bodies, how to act and whether or not to be a Mother. We chose what job
line to go into, how much education to allow ourselves, and even how much
money we will have.

Circe
We have decided there is a Goddess, and we have
decided what She must look like and how to worship Her. To have an ethical life,
we must have free will, and free will, is again, assumed. All that we can
do is categorize what the majority of society has as an agreement as a category.
We do this if we wish to live within a given society. Then we can freely
choose to live within the categories.
There are those of us who live within the category
of Witchcraft. To respond freely to the Goddess's love we must have the
freedom to categorize Her as the Goddess. We must make our own choices.
What are we? What is the Goddess? Then we must worship within the limits
of the categories we have set. If we set no limits, there is no emotional
sense of achievement or fulfillment. We will not have completed a
communication of our religiosity. We will never know if we have started a
communication or when we will end it. We will never know if we have ever
completed a communication because we haven't started one, unless we set the
limits. We need an end, and a beginning, so we can have evidence of our
own continued growth.
Presupposed freedom implies that, if we did not
have any freedom, then it is likely that we would be vegetables. If we had
no freedom, there wouldn't be a need for morality. The Goddess is then a
Great Puppet Master.
Withdrawal of freedom to hurt another human being
would make the aims of morality impossible to assert. Morality is the
categorizing of correct behavior. The reality of life is that we are to
grow and die, no matter what we have to say about it. Growing involves
hurting. It involves death. Morality means choosing choices for the good of
society and self.
There are different levels of good. Morality
says there must be a best good somewhere. Which, of course, means there are
lesser goods. So what is the best good? In choosing a best good,
someone or something somewhere gets hurt by being the lesser. When you
learn to play the guitar you will get calluses on your fingertips that are
extremely painful. You must continue to play with the pain, so that,
eventually, the soft calluses form themselves into hard calluses. At which
time, the pain goes away. If you cease playing the guitar when you feel
the pain is unbearable, your fingers will cramp until they become used to not
being so heavily exercised. Knowing all of this, should you ever play the
guitar? Is it safe to play a musical instrument? Is music worth the
distress?

Isis
Isis art (c) copyright 1996 by
Kris Waldherr All rights reserved.
Sometimes--out of the hurt comes good. After
time passes, all occurrences, including evil, hurtful occurrences, contribute to
the good of all. At the least, society faces the evil, and ostracizes it
from the recognized good. The recognized Good and Evil change as our
society change. We change as we recognize our idea of our own possible
perfection in the Goddess's universe.
Recognizing what is in the universe does not mean
that what is real must be real, or the number of forms of reality is larger or
smaller, or good or bad. The diversity that we have recognized is only
what we have learned to recognize as reality.
There was a time that I thought that I didn't see
what I did see; that I couldn't see auras. I went through a system of self
hypnosis to enable me to overcome my own preprogramming. My problem was
that somewhere along the line of my growth I had taught myself not to see what
was before my eyes. I had learned to ignore auras somewhere in my life.
So, then, the self hypnosis was for teaching myself to recognize what I already
knew.
Someone would tell me the information that I
needed, or I would find agreement elsewhere in the universe, through books,
radio, television and so on. I would get confirmation that what I was
seeing was what was really there in front of me. I found that the vision I
was seeing I put out of my mind. I did this because I had no previous
verification. Having the ability to see auras is neither good nor bad. It
is just something that I decided that I wanted to know about, like speed
reading; moving towards my 100%.
Why isn't the universe gray? Why isn't the
universe without evil? Life would be dull without gradations of good.
Differences in quality are the same as differences in type and kind.
Categorizing is fun, no matter what your Mother said about judging books by
covers. The reality is that even mountains have a driving need to grow as
differently as they are different from one another. Is the diversity that
we meet any better or worse than that which we have right now? Are the
differences necessary?
Again, I have chosen to believe that the Goddess
created and is still creating this universe. I am a part of that creation
with a personality that is unique. I hold that the Goddess did not wish to
deny existence to any possible creative instinct that She may have had.
Her creativeness produced every kind of being imaginable and some not
imaginable, until found alive in some strange forest, city sewer or crack in the
sidewalk. If you look at the universe, nothing is entirely bad. It
adds goodness somewhere. Its existence adds something to human philosophy,
science and religion, as well as the ecological cycle when it dies.
I hold there is evil. Evil is evident. Evil,
pain, is physically and mentally all around. You feel pain when you are in
the wrong marriage or job, or from a blow to your body. Some people deny
that evil exists because if the Goddess created it then it can't be evil.
That theory can work only if the Goddess is all good, which is not the way I see
Her.
Being and aliveness are the same as being good.
The more you do what you like to do, the better you will do it, and the more you
will want to do it. The more you do what you like, the more animated you
become in your expressions and in your communications with others. The
better something is, the more it is.

Nymphs
The Nymphaeum 1878 - William Adolphe Bouguereau
I hold that the Goddess is good and evil combined.
She has no independent parts. She is reality unified into one complete
whole. On a microscopic scale she would be akin to an amoeba.
Creation is the cause of good and evil. In
the act of creation there is inherent error and change. Evolution means
that something is "becoming" (as in art, mountains or babies, for example) and
that this "becoming" is continuous; ongoing. Consider the construction of
a clay pot. We, as rational beings, categorize what we believe to be good
and evil. Therefore, we are the originators of the creation of good and
evil. If we did not recognize and categorize what is good and evil, then
good and evil would not exist. Yes, I am saying that we are the Goddess.
Anything that we say is not good is evil, and that is the way it is until we
change our minds.
The more we think of the existence of the Goddess
the more we see two things. One, a Goddess that is just thought would not
keep our attention and devotion. Two, if the Goddess does exist, then
belief says that She will make Herself felt by Her creatures. She shows
Herself then through our thinking and emotional processes.
By making a choice and choosing your own best good
your next series of best good choices are unveiled. You as the Goddess has
received a revelation from the Goddess, a process of revelation through
evolution; thinking. It is the act of communicating divine truth from the
Goddess to Woman. This act of revelation (seeing what is good)
communicates the creating genius of the Goddess and gives evidence that the
Goddess is indeed the Goddess. Evolution shows the complexity of Her genius
every time a new rose shows its face, every time a new thought evolves and every
time the societies of this planet get together with the purpose of agreement.
She is reality as it is right now.
At any rate the only reason to have a Goddess
first is because it's good to have a Woman you can talk to.
If you have a Goddess that you can reach in the
future then you must have one that evolved from somewhere in the past.
Reincarnation implies that this place and time that we are now occupying is a
place to make ourselves better. It said that because we had a bad past, we
must evolve into something better. The objective being that we must
eventually occupy the ultimate place of being with our Ultimate Concern, Omega
or Goddess at the completion of this time and place. Concern right now and
here, calling that place or time Nirvana. Growing does not imply that you
will be in a better state of Nirvana. It just implies that you are be more
enlightened within that state where more is fun. Enlightenment is having
fun. Having fun is learning. Learning is enlightenment.
Hindu theologians say that our present reality is
for the purging of our bodies and souls of past evils. We don't
necessarily know of the evils though.
I hold that this place is this place. We
don't have any idea of why we are here. We just have educated guesses made
from systems that we've created. There have been may different types of
systems, governments, religions, etc. since the creation of Woman.
Yet, being who I am, I hold that life that is
energy, cannot dissolve. I hold that it is as everything else within this
reality we calls a universe in that it progresses by changing its form.
Cake becomes cake with a mixture of lesser yet complete ingredients; eggs,
butter, milk.
Evolution is irreversible or it would not be
evolution. If the Goddess exists, then evolution exists. The whole
idea of theology is our evolving to reach Her sphere of existence whether in
this life or the hypothetical next.
Blessed be all, both great and small, and have you
a joy full day.
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